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Saturday 12 November 2011
Tuesday 8 November 2011
Who am I?
Dear myself,
I am in my late 30's and presently working in Singapore as a precast designer. I will not renew my job contract next year because I am planning to go back to the Philippines. Firstly, I wanted to take care of my kids, I wanted to be with them, I've been away for quite sometime and I felt I am guilty of doing so.
Being away a little bit is not bad, but i came to this point in my life where my eldest is growing so fast, grow without me and my youngest is going to start her first school and that i don't ever wanted to miss. I love my kids first and foremost. Secondly, I wanted to become an entrepreneur. I wanted to start my own business, be my own boss and start doing what i really like doing. I like desinging, i like arts and fashion, I like to create, i like to mentor, i love to sell and entertain people, i have so much inside of me that i don't know how to compose it into a whole. It seems like everything in me is a separate entity, broken or not yet found, afraid and complacent..i need to seek once again what i am really capable of doing, who am i and what are the things that can really really makes me happy. I wanted to know my greatest capacity, greatest creativity, i wanted to make the best of me to come out. i believe i am someone more than i am today. i believe i can be somebody more courageous, more artistic, more genuine, more beautiful, more than what i am doing at work or on facebook, more on what i write on blogs or on my diary, something more on what i read on books, novels or what is shown on the internet, or on my everyday routines. i wanted to seek how to be of use to my best ability to other people, to my beloved significant others and to myself and to God who is up there watching me and telling me hey, - get up and move now, out of your comfort zone, do something different out of the ordinary. do you still wanted to sleep at night alone while your kids is outhere not in your own haven?..do you still wanted to wake up early in the morning and do everyday routine for another five years? do you still wanted to do those good paying job even if you are not happy? do you still wanted another year for the same thing all over again?
oh no. not i.
i need somewhere to begin.
i need to.
before the color of my hair change.
p.s
help me find the key.
xx
I am in my late 30's and presently working in Singapore as a precast designer. I will not renew my job contract next year because I am planning to go back to the Philippines. Firstly, I wanted to take care of my kids, I wanted to be with them, I've been away for quite sometime and I felt I am guilty of doing so.
Being away a little bit is not bad, but i came to this point in my life where my eldest is growing so fast, grow without me and my youngest is going to start her first school and that i don't ever wanted to miss. I love my kids first and foremost. Secondly, I wanted to become an entrepreneur. I wanted to start my own business, be my own boss and start doing what i really like doing. I like desinging, i like arts and fashion, I like to create, i like to mentor, i love to sell and entertain people, i have so much inside of me that i don't know how to compose it into a whole. It seems like everything in me is a separate entity, broken or not yet found, afraid and complacent..i need to seek once again what i am really capable of doing, who am i and what are the things that can really really makes me happy. I wanted to know my greatest capacity, greatest creativity, i wanted to make the best of me to come out. i believe i am someone more than i am today. i believe i can be somebody more courageous, more artistic, more genuine, more beautiful, more than what i am doing at work or on facebook, more on what i write on blogs or on my diary, something more on what i read on books, novels or what is shown on the internet, or on my everyday routines. i wanted to seek how to be of use to my best ability to other people, to my beloved significant others and to myself and to God who is up there watching me and telling me hey, - get up and move now, out of your comfort zone, do something different out of the ordinary. do you still wanted to sleep at night alone while your kids is outhere not in your own haven?..do you still wanted to wake up early in the morning and do everyday routine for another five years? do you still wanted to do those good paying job even if you are not happy? do you still wanted another year for the same thing all over again?
oh no. not i.
i need somewhere to begin.
i need to.
before the color of my hair change.
p.s
help me find the key.
xx
Sunday 6 November 2011
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these are the latest design of filgold jewelry company. a local handmade products of one of the oldiest goldsmith in 'butuan city', philippines..finest product one should treasure and behold.
if you are interested in jewelries, wedding rings, unique designs of necklaces, bracelet, rings, amulets, pendant please visit the filgold.com
item: (pipa in filipino)- pipe with aztec design modify into a bullet case, 18k gold, use for accessories, pendant or simple keeps for those who treasure real treasure.
item: dragonfly pendant. 18k gold. unique custom made design, order as a gift to a wedding.
if interested please view www.filgold.com
if you are interested in jewelries, wedding rings, unique designs of necklaces, bracelet, rings, amulets, pendant please visit the filgold.com
item: dragonfly pendant. 18k gold. unique custom made design, order as a gift to a wedding.
if interested please view www.filgold.com
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