newest item on filgold

this is the latest design as to update in our filgold company product. this is an ancient pipe or 'pipa' necklace.

those of you who wishes to own one ancient classic design of a jewelry please contact the admin if you wish to order.

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a treasure you will never regret owning.

may i beg your pardon

tell me, why is it that everytime you have to take a leave from work, time runs so fast like it is so excited to end up the day and go back to night time again and you got to sleep early for another day to go to work.

and why is it that it took a hundred years to wait for the time to end the day when you are burned out and not in the mood to work but you have no choice but sit infront of your puter and do some job?

its a whirlwind romance with time.
i cannot understand, it seems like its unfathomable to a human understanding.

who invented time?
who invented work?
who invented money?
who invented effort?
who ask us to go to school?
to get a good job?

why can't we just get some apples or burger for free?
why is the basic commodities need to be payed with money?
why can't anybody avoid 'paying money' for all the things we needed?
why do i have to get up so early in the morning and take a shower even my eyes still close?
just to go to work.
just to earn money.
just to pay things we needed in life.
may i ask the whole world to just give everything for free?
free education, free food, free clothes, free anything?
amazing.
what a wonderful world.

oh boy, may i go to sleep now.
tomorrow maybe a little bit okey and i won't ask anything the same thing all over again.

promise im going to do it

i want to list the things that i will do tomorrow night after office hours.

1. tentative will cook dinner (this might be done by the husband, if and only if he can find a good mood to cook tomorrow night.)

2. arrange layers of clothes in my closet.

3. separate some dress/shirts/pants to give away to Salvation Army.

4. remove all the pants at the back of our door which stays there for a week already and wash them or put it somewhere.

ok i wanted to be real. this is the only things i can do tomorrow night. i don't want to think i will finish them in a blink of an eye.

on tuesday -

1. i can arrange my shoes, husband's shoes inside our room. plus outside shoes and slippers of our boarders.

2. arrange papers, books, letters and separate important documents and put it in a file folder.

3. throw away expired medicines, vitamins, lotions, moisturizer, lip balms, sunscreen protector etc.

good. i got a plan for two days. the rest of the week will be posted next time if i can blog again this week..=)

for the mean time i have a checklist to remind me what to do starting tomorrow night after office hours---

ok goodnight philippines.
goodnight singapore.

p.s don't forget to read one book, at least two chapters everyday.

little chaos

ok before the weekend say goodbye i want to blog and blog because the mode is still on.
but, I am not going to talk about Pacquiao or Marquez.
this is not a blog about them.
i don't want to open my facebook account either, not to this hours and onward.
because Manny and Marquez's talk is dominating the site.
either of way the decision was made and nobody can change it.
either cook or uncook, i don't care.

i was just surprise about the chaos in my small sorrounding today.
i look here and there and saw this mess all around me.
why i don't try to arrange them or organize them i don't know.
i have the intention to.
but don't have the 'gusto' to do it.
but i know in my heart i wanted to organize them, fix them if they are broken or arrange them so it would look nice and proper.

my old bath tub is chaos with shampoos, conditioner, body wash and all washes.

my lotion, moisturizer and other skin stuff, on my table top forms a chaos line also.

my unfinished, unread books on my table inviting me to take a look at them once again.


not mentioning how chaos my wardrobe is.

ah - so many small lovely chaos that i needed to tend.
just like how i deal with life-there are lots of things to tend, mend, send, bend, lend to put everything in a proper end.

is that supposed to rhyme?
sort of.

=)

on my mind

P.L.E.A.S.E...E.X.P.L.A.I.N...T.O..M.E...H.O.W

Who am I?

Dear myself,

I am in my late 30's and presently working in Singapore as a precast designer. I will not renew my job contract next year because I am planning to go back to the Philippines. Firstly, I wanted to take care of my kids, I wanted to be with them, I've been away for quite sometime and I felt I am guilty of doing so.
Being away a little bit is not bad, but i came to this point in my life where my eldest is growing so fast, grow without me and my youngest is going to start her first school and that i don't ever wanted to miss. I love my kids first and foremost. Secondly, I wanted to become an entrepreneur. I wanted to start my own business, be my own boss and start doing what i really like doing. I like desinging, i like arts and fashion, I like to create, i like to mentor, i love to sell and entertain people, i have so much inside of me that i don't know how to compose it into a whole. It seems like everything in me is a separate entity, broken or not yet found, afraid and complacent..i need to seek once again what i am really capable of doing, who am i and what are the things that can really really makes me happy. I wanted to know my greatest capacity, greatest creativity, i wanted to make the best of me to come out. i believe i am someone more than i am today. i believe i can be somebody more courageous, more artistic, more genuine, more beautiful, more than what i am doing at work or on facebook, more on what i write on blogs or on my diary, something more on what i read on books, novels or what is shown on the internet, or on my everyday routines. i wanted to seek how to be of use to my best ability to other people, to my beloved significant others and to myself and to God who is up there watching me and telling me hey, - get up and move now, out of your comfort zone, do something different out of the ordinary. do you still wanted to sleep at night alone while your kids is outhere not in your own haven?..do you still wanted to wake up early in the morning and do everyday routine for another five years? do you still wanted to do those good paying job even if you are not happy? do you still wanted another year for the same thing all over again?

oh no. not i.

i need somewhere to begin.
i need to.
before the color of my hair change.

p.s
help me find the key.


xx

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these are the latest design of filgold jewelry company. a local handmade products of one of the oldiest goldsmith in 'butuan city', philippines..finest product one should treasure and behold.

if you are interested in jewelries, wedding rings, unique designs of necklaces, bracelet, rings, amulets, pendant please visit the filgold.com

item: (pipa in filipino)- pipe with aztec design modify into a bullet case, 18k gold, use for accessories, pendant or simple keeps for those who treasure real treasure.

item: dragonfly pendant. 18k gold. unique custom made design, order as a gift to a wedding.

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