when too much is too much

what to do when you do not want to hear a lot of life's drama from someone close to you?
i am drain already from hearing again and again and again the same story.
i give few advices but she just ignore it or make her own excuses.
so what's the point of listening all over again the same story, the same problem, the same shit?

if you are someone who do not want to listen to an advice or suggestion from a friend or a sister or confidante you better stop telling your friend the same thing all over again and get her sympathy, or dominate an hour of the same stories (again and again 100x)and be a sole performer, you are just giving her headache and earache because you are doomed to your own life you don't want anybody's help anyway.

i am so impatient these days.
i refuse to be a good listener.
i am fed up of stressful things, sad stories, hopelessness and stubborn people.

i am in headache free mode so puhhlezzzz give me a breeeaaaakkkk!

(just outbursting an angry feeling - sorry blog)

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My place

well, time runs really fast and before i can manage to make myself write a new post for my blog updates i am already in my country and set my foot in Davao.

to tell you the truth - i am not spending a summer vacay.
i am roaming around the city to find a place to live in.
i am currently in my sister's abode and it is always my choice to be independent and live
away from her (not because i hated being near her but it would be best to live away from each other some-how) i think every sibling should have a place of his own, agree or not?

anyway, she got her own family and i will be with my family so soon too.

time status: i am 6 days old now in Davao and so far what i accomplished is - i found a rentable home for me and my small family. we are about to move on the first week of April-that is a good start any of way. this is not a permanent home, maybe one or two years? maybe. oh,i saw a lot of nice nice houses located southway of Davao and it is amazingly cool and extremely beautiful in my eyes. a local actress, 'erich gonzales' also buy one slot in there. i wish i can own one like that too in the near future and people will call me 'the girl who lives next door to an actress' hah! - duh..=)

this is the picture of the house we saw - the color is a combination of beige/white with lemon green and mocha brown marble wall facade. 3 bedrooms and 2 toilets. fully polished interior materials - ah, nice small dream to behold, is it not?

my rentable temporary house look like this in person too...oh i love 'house hunting! maybe i can be a realty estate agent instead of an architect. i am tired doing a work from the scratch. being a realty estate agent is more ready to go go. i think it would be a good part time job for me.
i know the basic already. so a little more knowledge won't hurt too much of my time. wink* wink*

back to reality: next step is my business stall-i already have prospect to where i will put my START up business.
what i need to do is to make contact with specific people and make a deal.
to be followed by business permits and so on and so forth.

life is still lovely.
no problem so far (i wish it will stay this way).
money is still okey.
hubby is giving me approval in anything i do.
later on-life will start to evolve in my 'entrepreneurship' years.
i wish myself goodluck.

have a good day everyone!

Two days left

Lately, I would say this is the most 'relax' mode I ever had in my life since i came to Singapore.
Well, everytime I don't have a particular job on a corporate world I really am like this. I remember when I resigned from my previous job I am also like this-seems like eternity to do nothing just -waiting-

but life is nice to live day by day like this.
it's not complicated.
it's simple.
it's so darling.
but i guess this is not so good for me to live like this for so long.
i also get so screamingly bored.
i get stuck up and tend to play games on the net, read more books and lazy in everyway.

anyway, it is more or less two more days before i leave Singapore.
i am not sure if it is for good.
i also do not know if i can come back again.
i would like to come back for my H, and to go to places i haven't got the chance to visit, nothing more nothing less.
i do not want to work here 'nymore too.
i spell enough.

i ended my journey with a lesson secured in my mind.
and whatever i gained or lose from being here, one thing for sure-no regrets!
I love you Singapore, but you are not mine.

Try it on my own by: Whitney Houston

on my own

today is my first day.

I am out of the rat race.

true story.

mOney matters

Sunday becomes my 'couch potato day'
whenever i sit down infront of my desktop with a cup of coffee and morning bread it will be a long hours of reading money talks, watch videos about it, follow blogs, like them on facebook etc etc. it is so good to learn more about financial finances in life. i was so amazed how i never got myself knowledgeable about this. i've been working my butt for so many years now and i never never think about financial preparement until this time when i am totally tired of rat race and almost saving-less.

For those who is working from sun up to sun down you better 'wake up earlier' mold your mind into financial literacy as early as you got your first paycheck. This will make a lot of difference in your life, believe me.

I hope you find time to watch on youtube - Pesos and Sense, read blogs of fitz villafuerte, listen to Colayco, read articles of Ready to be Rich, Pinoymoney talk...so many to mention actually, if you do this it will give your eyes and mind some kind of sparkle.

Good morning everyone, it's sunday once again.

tonight im bored

i guess it's been quite a few days since i use our aircon.
so i think tonight i deserve to put it on to pursue my uninterupted sleep
even just tonight. i've been having a lot of disturbances during my sleep. i do not know why i cannot have a very luxurious sleep. i keep on dreaming about anything, usually about family. i woke up 2am, 3am or 4 and 7am..i do not know what happen to my sleep mode. i better not take medicine tonight. sometimes taking a lot of medicine can cause my eyes to open wide awake.
ok maybe one only. or maybe not. but, i know i need to continue taking my antibiotic. ok tomorrow i continue. huh, now i am having a head ache.
what to do?

status: talking to myself

dinner: pork ampalaya, 1 banana, 1 cup rice, mineral water and strawberry yogurt

time: 8:43 one hour more and i will try to sleep

feelings: missing my pangga and actually bored too.

locations: living room, at my desktop

nice thing that happens today: bought a magazine for 1 sg dollar with a lot of freebies inside, bought one awfully chocolate cake so yummy!

what i did today: pay bills, depost money for house rental fees, call my son, call my pangga

whatelse: goodnight earth.

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